A very short lesson in Psychology

died-a-little:

When a person laughs too much, even on stupid things, that person is sad deep inside
When a person sleeps a lot, that person is lonely
When a person talks less and if he talks fast, that person is keeping a secret
When a person can’t cry, that person is weak
When a person eats in an abnormal way, that person is in tension
When a person cries on little things, that person is softhearted
When someone asks about you although that someone is busy, he/she really loves you

This shit makes me wanna put my favorite jeans on. It is sad. I wanna smoke. I wanna cry. I wanna cut. I want my best friend back. I want to talk. I want to smile. Forget my sins and simply die. Wake up again. And scream. And scratch. And hope next time it won’t hurt that much. I’m empty,numb,I’m lost. Wanna go down,not across. There is no love,there is no trust. All I am now - my filthy past. I’m gonna hide in my nightmares. There is noone who loves who cares. They torture me,they rape me. They wanna see me dead. They brake my bones,tear my insides. Blood is all over my bed. I live in hell. My soul is in scars. My arms are bleeding. And fuck it….